Bittersweet? Lovehate? or Amazing-ness? 1000% commitment? What if it’s the former?
Cool breezing through stray hairs whipping the nape of my neck and earlobes Shadows dance across my fluttering eyelids Petals between my fingers Plucked one two three fall down the steep side and into the bubbling waters Salty air fill my nostrils I breathe deeply ((written December, 2007, aged 19))
ticking clocks remind me of the reality I try so hard to forget. time seems like such a memory, here in this suffocating closet of a world. day in day out. hit the snooze button just one last time to finish my dreams that I can never recall once I shut my lids again. dark mahogany block my view from the door. I’m vulnerable and I barely realize it. sanctuary and prison ...
It was lonely. Much lonelier than she could have ever imagined. It felt as if all others on the planet had vanished, leaving her wandering once busy streets and byways in solitude. Does anyone hear you scream if you’re completely alone? She wondered. She had dug herself into a hole she could no longer see out of. It was never supposed to end up like this, she thought. It was always supposed to be...
Pink Tinted Lenses
Seeing the world from a different light full of pink, silver, and gold. Everything is the same but different. Unavoidable in the scheme of things. Seeking treasure troves and rhinestone studded gems. An understanding A gift.
The first time I watched Bridesmaids I cried. Not the HAHA kind of cry either. A slap in the face. A cold realization. My self-sabotauging behavior mirrored through the main character. With my tears came a death, and the chance at a new life. With no more self hatred, I had the chance at a joyful and fulfilled future. How it took watching Jon Hamm suggest road head or...
Water and light That’s all you need To make the world come alive. From a dark grey emerges a curved beam of light. Its seven shades just visible. The end of the luscious arc is where the magic happens. And then before you know it it’s gone as quickly as it arrived. Ephemeral and fleeting. That is life.